Friday, April 27, 2007

奧妙

奧妙﹐
你﹐
前天是同學﹐
昨天是朋友﹐
今天呢﹖
生命中的另一半﹐
永遠。

奧妙﹐
七年前﹐
我們在同一間學校﹐
之間只隔著一堵洋灰牆﹐
但﹐
我們似乎距離得好遠﹐
不曾交談過﹐問候過﹐
連道一句早安也吝嗇﹐
只有眼神在互打招呼。

奧妙﹐
分隔五年﹐
我在少林寺練功﹐
你在白雲山靜修﹐
隱隱約約﹐
腦海里有著對方。

奧妙﹐
中四武林大會﹐
我和你﹐
面對面﹐
但﹐
誰能預料到﹐
日后﹐
彼此會心連心呢﹖

月老﹐
有創意﹐
還是頑皮﹖
兩年後﹐
破鏡重圓﹐
紅線﹐
就系在你我腳上﹐
願﹐
月老患上老人痴獃症﹐
忘了剪斷紅線﹐
今生來世。

心中有愛﹐
有著對方﹐
就是奧妙了。

Monday, April 16, 2007

亂寫

心情有些混亂﹐家境不好的我又不能亂丟東西來發泄﹐丟了媽媽就會拿我來發泄。打算在這裡亂涂鴉﹐索性讓這篇稿名叫亂寫﹐總好過名無題吧﹗現今﹐人人都愛以無題為題﹐太多的無題﹐無題就好像一個題目了吧﹐又何來無題﹖

為何心情亂呢﹖我也不懂。愛情是不是要有挫折才完美呢﹖我很喜歡周結倫的一首歌﹐“簡單愛”﹐我只想相那首歌牽著你的手不放開﹐簡簡單單沒有傷害。可能嗎﹖我的理智罵了我﹐罵我天真﹐罵我無知。

愛情是1+1=1嗎﹖愛情是兩個人的事﹐還是四個人的事﹖愛情是全班的事嗎﹖

姐弟戀等於人魚戀﹖有結果嗎﹖有結果﹐結果是好是壞﹖我請教了一位老師﹐時間﹐希望他可以告訴我答案。我一向來對愛情都很樂觀﹐相信只要有彼此有愛﹐就應該放膽去愛﹐幸福車站就在前方不遠處。當自己不是演員時﹐一切看來都很容易﹐演員有問題來詢問﹐我都信口開河﹐給了好多好多意見和批評。當自己當上了男主角﹐才知道要演好談何容易﹐金鐘獎金馬獎免談了吧。
物理﹖高數﹖不簡單﹐但不難。愛情﹐不簡單﹐難。

E=mc^2﹐複雜﹐但直接。Energy can be produce by loss of mass and its is propotional to the mass loss. 複雜來想﹐人類如果可以達到光速的自成﹐那麼人類可以化成一股力量﹐從一個地方消失﹐出現在另一個地方﹐或許另一個空間。Teleport? 我相信。愛情﹐卻很怪嫩﹐沒formula。完美的愛情﹐等待奇跡來完成。

寫到著里﹐腦海里一直浮現著她的樣貌。愛情的症狀﹖

症狀(十七)
你一直看他/她的friendster profile﹐相片。

症狀(十六)
你兩分鐘前剛跟她煮完粥﹐兩分鐘後又開始想念他/她。

症狀(十五)
你反復的閱讀他/她的訊息。

症狀(十四)
當你們步行時﹐腳步變得很慢。

症狀(十三)
當他/她在附近﹐你會感到害羞。

症狀(十一)
象到他/她時﹐你心跳加速又減速。

症狀(十)
你听到他/她的聲音﹐就不由笑起來。

症狀(九)
看著他/她時﹐眼里只有他/她﹐沒其他人了。

症狀(八)
你喜歡一邊听慢歌一邊想著他/她。

症狀(七)
你腦海里只有他/她。

症狀(六)
我也不明白。you get highjust from thier scent.

症狀(五)
你發覺你想到他/時﹐會露出笑容。

症狀(四)
為了見他/她﹐你什麼都願意做。

症狀(三)
你現在正想著他/她。

症狀(二)
你忙著想他/她到連少了十二你也沒察覺到。

症狀(一)
你現在發覺了并對自己傻笑。

取自-friendster 里的一個massage

有時後﹐我會問問自己﹐問自己是迷戀﹖真愛﹖猶豫著。怕﹖很怕。怕什麼﹖怕給不到她幸福。不時懷疑著她笑容的真諦。并不是多疑﹐而是太過顧慮她的感受。怕她有事不說﹐悶了不講﹐隱瞞著﹐怕我難過。

想在這裡對她說﹐

我愛你。

Sunday, April 8, 2007

168?120!!!

Is bad words allow in writing blog?? Damm MU jz lose.. A beautiful own goal by rio ferdinand... REalli wan to 吐血 from 90 degree to 180 degree like loke sinn say... Haiz... Now oni left 3 point chusion only.. HAIZ... I swear i wont support MU anymore if MU fail 2 win the title.. haha.. kidding la..

Well 1st of all, going 2 sue my fren ger for closing my blogspot without permission. Haha.. Jz lazy 2 blogging ma.. U noe good things is worth waiting, one month one blog enough d ma.. Coz is padat dan ringkas wan my blog.. hehe.. prepare keep my lawyer letter la...

Y din u win MU!!!!???? Kek sim.. Dunwan say liao.. Yesterday when hiking wif scout frens.. Our chairman TL Stanley Ho Kit Min say meet at botanical garden at 930pm(u din an eye problem, is PM coz is a nite hike), bt according 2 scout time, 930 means 1030, therefore me n my 4other frens reach there at 1030( some techical problem in arranging transport oso coz the delay, n it coz me RM 10 to cal all the frens for transport) . Poor Alfred oredy there at 930pm, but dun blame us, coz scout laws no.11, scout should nvr b punctual.( actually there is oni 10 scouts laws) Blame urself for din hafal the laws la.. haha.. Anyway sry 2 b late la.. Bt someone should b more sry, our well respected chairman r even pro than us( no wonder he is chairman), he r so arif in the no11 law n he arrived at 11 something.. Felt like wan find a paper 2 close his face n jz rape him.. haha.. bt is considerable coz he is sending SOMEONE home... In batu maung gok.. for ur info batu maung is 'mat tou mou' in hokkien means wat oso din hav n is vv far from botanical garden.. kindly refer 2 penang map for more info.. While waiting for mr shit 2 arrive, we enkang n taking pond video of someone changing his pants.. a botanical garden guard told us if rain, snake will come out to the road we will pass later..

Ok, the journey begin. I m quite steam at tat time. I think i din climb this hill for one year oredy n it realli tested me. Damm, last time when chief scout expedition, it jz took us 2 hours 2 reach n i realli din feel anything when hiking.. mayb smsing wif ppl last time gua.(tips:sms when u hiking, bt if u slip n fall, i din hole any responsible lo..). I wan to use tis method again, bt it is 11 something n someone jz slip 2 early. haha.(Addition to tips jz now: if the ppl u sms to is someone u got feeling 2, then it is twice the effect.) N to make the situation more challenging, we decide not to use torchlight the whole way. (actually is no one of us bring torchlight,tai tao ha is suitable to describe us).. Therefore, is realli dark there until raise ur hand oso cant c five fingers. (manglish proverb).

We enkang the whole road, as we usually did, nvr a dull moment, as we scout always did. Haha.. (vocalbulary: enkang-talk, chatting and all the topics hav 2 b nonsense n pointless, same as kapsiao). How do we stop talking when there is kapsiao ong alfred n stanley there, plus the best formal speaker at CLHS chua hung keat and some good supporting actors. We try not 2 stop talking oso coz if stop, then u will starting 2 feel the scaring surrounding. So dark n the hill is haunted n it is cheng meng oso.. need some courage 2 get there..

Hahahahahaha.. thinking of a riddle by my fren when we reach somewhere between hill top n kaki gunung( the view of the whole road is same n is dark 2 c the number so i dunno where r we tat time). Hehe, now let me throw the riddle to u, knife cuts meat, meat cuts what? 刀切肉﹐ 肉切什麼﹖cant think of the answer.. continue read la.. answer somewhere down there..

Back to the story, well we continue hike hike hike, talk talk talk, wif alfred at back, n keep shouting Stop Stop stop!!!! We rest at 47, drinking water, excel tat jun buy jz now, n bone jz gone mad n take a shirt wrap his head, look like a ghost and scare me when i 1st look at him. Road bcome easier to climb, not so cerun atfer 47, n we stop when we reach 84. There is a bulu bulu rain, n thinking of the advice tat guard giv jz now, some of us decide to go down. But scout nvr giv up, so we keep on going.

Suddenly, something happen. (Omit these part n jz jump 2 the last few paragraph if u scare of ghost). Warining: those with heart attack pls stop reading.Suddenly, stanley shouted: Shit!!!!!!!! We all stopped. Knowing something happen. Wheather getting colder n colder, wind blew stronger. I knew it will happen. Its coming!!!!!!!!!

"Shit." Stanley continue to say," i left my motor key wif my motor." Haha, nothing actually, so we cal another scout CuCu who live nearby bt din follow us up to go to botanical garden n help stanley to keep the key. We keep on hiking, bt stanley jz bcome silent, not like him in so many years i noe him. When he eating mee wif soup, the soup jz get more n more as he eating, coz he talk more tah he eat n saliva will raise the level of soup. Then cucu cal again, haiz, bad news, he oni found one motor down at the car park, initially there is two motors.

"lets head down" ,we al suggest. Stanley jz feel vv bad coz him we hav 2 headed down. Wanted to tel him here, no one of us blame u, realli din hav, so dun feel bad. Scouts work as a unit, ur problem is ours, we cant play oso even we persue the journey if one of us has problem. jz like a body, when we hav a headache, the whole body can function oso.

So we turn back at 120 something i guess, heading down. Then i started an vv interesting talk wif keat, talking bout girl frens. Stanley eventually join in n so did bone. Quite suprise to find out most of us hav gf, which is a good sign. Haha. Erm, jz kept this part as secret better. We jz talk tis from hill top 2 kaki gunung. Haha.

When reach kaki gunung, we started 2 look around for motor. I go ronda in car wif keat n bone, bt slip terus once got into the car. Cant find. So made report to police, then eat at nearby mamak stall, enkanging n stanley look more ok d.. gud 2 c.. Overnite at frens hse then... Well, tough we din reach hill top, bt is fun overall.. is always fun 2 b wif scouts frens, noeing they realli care for u n hav same frequency always.

Well for the riddle, 肉切什麼﹖answer is 糞。lolx.. when u 大便﹐ u use ur backside meet 2 cut the cake, rite?lolx... haha... kk.. wanna slip d.. so stop writing here.. Haiz.. MU lose..

Saturday, March 3, 2007

Life at disted 3: The lame story continue

It has been a long while since i last crapping here. Well, life still sux. I am longing for a good and caring friends now. Miss all those friends in secondary school, 20 scouts, 5SA4 gang, Hs them, 4SA4 gang. I am wondering why none of these 50 or more friends enter disted college. I know many of guys there are great guys, and capable of be great friends, maybe 'chubby' are right, i should give them time. I just lost all my smile now. But luckily, at least now i found some good friends, one of them understand me and he is only place i can spilt out all my problems and real thought. Hopefully i can get well with those there soon, and hope i can recover my smile back soon. DAMM MISS my friends. Why i am so dependent on my friends? Is this because I younger than most of them.

Recently, I am haunted by a rumour. I am being linked up with a girl in college. A quite pretty girl to me. Haha. Untungnya. But i know this is unfair to her. She is a girl and i know she sure feel shame. Wish to say sorry to her. And i found out one of the girl in our class is top girl in jit sin, school meant for the chosen one. So that mean, she is god of the god. Damm, feel like want to smash her with a baseball stick. Muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha... Doesnt mean i cannot lose, just hate to see a girl so intelligent.

Haiz, cant write any futher, my heart overshadowed by the misses toward my friends. I want go to toilet and cry already. Just hope everyone would be happy. 88. Muacks....

Friday, February 9, 2007

Life at disted 2: Rediscover myself

I finally recover some of my form. I can read, write and count like a student should. Remember the 1st week, when writing, all those msn mesengger short form appear in my essay. I cant even remember the correct spelling for the words "you", instead i thought "u" is the correct spelling. I am slowly recover my lost smile, thanks to friends who always accompany me. Thanks to Ivan, mr n mrs dragon, desmond, zicky, loke sinn, chin yin, CL butterworth guys and many more. TQ.

But, now in my mind is the past scouting life, life with football and life when working. All i want now is sit down with my buddies from scout and chat whole night, drinking beer(kap siao only). Jun, stanny, Keat, Beh Beh, A zack, chin yee, vincent, bone, chun yang, yu ping, sang hong, balitung, ming, JJ, a Pengzz, CuCu, A poh, wei khang, daniel and last but not least kok hong. (Name listed not according to post). Erm who else??? Sorry if i did not mention your name, cause i am quite sleepy now. For all name mention above, I MISS U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUACKS...

So, 3 of 5 TLs(Jun, Stanley and hung keat... plus cucu girl friend.. ivonsonzzz) working at queensbay swensens, developing another small scout dent there. I am sure they are happy there. Hope can join in this ice cream heaven. Beh beh, my ancient protecter, now at INTI, flirting with girls and taking what bullshit transffer programme there. A zack at island plaza now, selling underwear. Where the hell in chin yee, vincent and yu ping? Someone please give me know if u know cause i want to know cause i dont want to dont know where the evoporate to. Chun yang now gaying at dont know what bar. Chee hong working at factory, damm siok his work, compare to other, he got more time for himself. Peng dont know selling what what already, and i lost contact on kher ming n tungzz. JJ now the big artist at prangin mall, decorating the prangin mall centre stage, so HONG!! Cucu still piaing king scout a? Daniel suffering at ake sushi now. A poh study at IPG, near to disted.

All of us have our own life now, some experience heaven liked life but some, like me hell liked. All the best lo. For those work, dont get sack, for those study, dont ever thinking of commit suicide tough study SUX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Whatever, happy valentine for those have girlfriend, happy dark valentine for those without, like me again -.- and happy chinese new year for all.

Sunday, February 4, 2007

LIFE AT DISTED COLLEGE

Well, now i start to miss Chung Ling High School. 5 years there were the best i ever experience in my life so far. Miss my whole bunch of friends, hope i get another five years in chung ling now. HAIZ!!!!!!!!!!!

Life at disted suck during the 1st week. How do I derive the suck? Suck= boring + I hate books + I hate spoiled kids + I miss working days. I do not have any same frequency friends there. Most of them working and some study at inti college. Indeed some flew to canada, england and malacca(of course not flew in this case). Since I am joining half way, I experince a few though days there. I hate doing homework, and i seldom go when in CLHS, or you can say did not do at all. But after seeing your parents hand out at least 100 pieces of green paper(RM50), if i am still planning to make homework invinsible, I am not human. Thanks to desmond assistant, i manage to follow the lesson finally, during the 1st few days, i realli see no road at all.

It is good to meet with a primary classmate when the surrounding looks so unfamiliar, i seldom hear my officail language anymore(broken hokkien). Like an angel pull you out from the hell, thanks god. She is my nabi muhammad i think. Finally got someone talk to, and also met a ex chung ling siao ka there, loke sinn, and my life started to come a life( at least a little bit). Recently i just recruit a padawan, Ivan lee, who join us from SAM. By the way, i am taking A-level. Now slowly adapt myself to this english world, trying all my best to communicate with them with english phua chu kang teaches me. Every time i finish what i want to say, i will pray they understand it. Not they are poor, but sometime i also do not know what i am talking about. Haiz.Thats the disadvantage of chung ling student. Sometimes i do feel very embarrase for cannot even speak english well. Starting to lose my smile when thinking of that. Hope the chung ling students learn to be a bit humble now. We cannot realli survive in society yet without improving our english. Not just in writing but how fluently can you speak it.

Well, wish me the best my friends as I am wishing u all now.. And happy chinese new year... And happy valentine day... Happy happy happy....